They are going to be forces to be reckoned with, let me tell you. And after the show, I even got to say hello to the new members joining Burst Girl. Some guy even jumped right into my camera. One shot I got of Rei grabbing a guy by the throat and choking him. I was crowdsurfing with the girls and I got many shots of Miyako and Yurapico slapping fans. I filmed from every possible place in the venue, including the center of the destructive pit, a broken side gate on its side that I could climb up next to the speakers, the back of the stage and side of the stage, the balcony, and right up front. Then I lost it again for good until after the show. I lost my green beanie and somebody found it and put it on my head while I was filming. I got dropped pretty hard on my back during my first lift, but fans picked me up pretty fast. just being in the action, getting lifted in the air so many times by fans so I can get the perfect shots (many of which I didn't because my camera was being a dick and much of my shots were too blurry, or there was too much light coming in, and yeah, it's not the best quality in some parts). And how fitting the final for Rei was at Rokumeikan, where Guso Drop had their weekly shows for all those years and how much Rokumeikan was the home for Guso Drop and Burst Girl too. It was wall to wall and door to stage packed as all fuck.
You couldn't fucking move in the venue, actually. You can see her and Ricky up there and all the idols and people who showed up to pay their respects to Boss. I could see her from the stage as I filmed Burst Girl's live set. She sat in the top balcony Rokumeikan and had her hands to her mouth, just. This is her idol boyfriend, after all, lol. Her and Ricky showed up and Himari, too, was an emotional wreck. I also got Himari meeting up with Rei before the show. There is an unusually close bond between them all and it shows if you hang out with them for even a few minutes.Īnna, who was an ex-member of Guso Drop and is now in GuGuLuLu, came after the show was over and I caught her interaction with the girls. I filmed them backstage and caught their moment right before going onstage for the last time as the four piece that they have been since Burst Girl started. I was able to have some nice moments with the girls at least. even REI was crying, and I don't think I've ever really seen her cry. She was feeling something more intense than I can even begin to express in this post. And she was so upset and pissed off and sad all put together. Many people were openly weeping throughout the live and also the MC, and I'm talking grown, tattooed up Japanese dudes as well as girls and emo types. And you know, today was fun but also very emotionally heavy. God, now THAT is way more depressing than my bullshit!). Or was (I Have to start using the past tense now with her. She is a beast onstage and super nuts and overall a punk idol and leader in the idol world. We just never spoke, except maybe once or twice, I think? We didn't have that kind of relationship. Rei was somebody who I never connected with though during the Guso Drop era. It was Guso Drop, which was Burst Girl's old incarnation, with a few other members that are currently in Burst Girl now (and even fewer after today).
It was Rei who I saw swinging that baseball bat at an otaku, in that one video I saw on that one blog long ago, that brought me to the idol world. I filmed Rei's graduation from Burst Girl today.
#Rei guso drop how to
I can't figure out how to do that quite yet, but. I'm sure it was more distracting to what you are coming to this Patreon account for, and I guess what I should do is focus on the business of moving on.
I realize that is more what you guys want to hear about anyway, right? So I'm sorry to have spilt so much in the last post. Or something like that.īut, for now, I'm going to just look at what I'm doing and focus on that. It burns almost, or like a burning sensation that occupies your every move until you can't move at all. It's a sharp jabbing type feeling that you get just underneath your sternum and it won't go away. Like, have any of you ever been cheated on? It's THAT kind of feeling you get when you find out the person you loved the most is sharing laughter, touching, and body fluids with another person. Honestly, I am in an emotional place where I can't get out of the constant feeling of pain I have inside because my circumstances haven't changed and I get caught in mental loops thinking about my circumstances. because I didn't think I was sounding that far gone.
#Rei guso drop professional
when some of you mentioned I seek professional help. First, all of you who gave me such beautiful words of encouragement in the last Patreon post.
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